Saturday, 15 October 2011

The place where I write


I, a lonely lover of linguistics, search for a spot to speak. I clamber over mountains  of myth that contain the broken bones of forgotten words, lost letters that constantly cry out to be used again in the songs and sonnets of heroes and ancient races. Once whispered in breathless sighs between lovers or shouted out of the angry mouths of warmongers they now lie without a place to call home. I stop. The vibration in the air has changed. A subtle breeze begins to burrow into my nostrils as I breathe in the scent of lost love letters mingled with childishly written birthday cards to fathers and mothers. This place has no end and no beginning, it has always been and forever will be. In this  shadowed realm of infinite possibilities and scenarios to be picked like precious pearls from a primeval sea I begin to feel the thin veil sunder. Two worlds start to join as I hear the sound of the traffic outside my window. This is not a comfortable place as I’m brought back to my senses to a more concrete and solid state.

In front of my desk looking out onto the apple tree in my garden I am reminded that there are places in between the one where I sit. The scribbled sentiments on the page are not only written in many worlds but from different times that converge in that one moment to find a place that they can call home. This place where I write is a consecrated circle where spells are written and cast, where literary homunculi are formed from subterraneous thoughts to walk without wires. Places are never completely physical, they are anchors to a space where the muses live and who whisper in the wind.

Saturday, 8 October 2011

The Other Side of the Mirror


There is a figure that no one sees in those dark corners where light inherently knows not to venture. It’s a lonely corner you pass everyday that tugs on your sub - conscious, that whispers in your ear but revolts the laws of society. The pack mind abhors the vacuum of self trapped solitude, assimilates a misguided oneness and adapts to transform it into something it can comprehend.  It is doomed to fail, physics will build many structures in innumerous worlds with innumerous laws and with no fault of our own, leave us locked behind a glass we continuously hammer on.

Thursday, 6 October 2011

Freewritten poem for National Poetry Day....

Innocuous Lie


A passing word, a lyric, a fleeting memory of a scent insipid,  
As innocuous as the games of a malicious child,
Who reads the book but understands less the rules.
In unknowing malevolence it skips on chalk,
In an empty playground where all laughter taunts
Choices past bold made, now seem worse than folly,
Promises once amethyst pretty, lie in ruinous sublimity.
How easily the Fates lose interest in a walled, broken city.

Tuesday, 4 October 2011

FREEWRITE - Vanishing Target



I completely missed my target. There was nothing there. He had gone.  Vamoosed, Disappeared, scarpered in the blink of an eye. One minute lined up in crosshairs, the next nowhere to be seen. Why and how would that happen? It mesmerised me, confused me. I began to search my memory for any signs of slippage. Any sign of a blip. It was a hopeless task. Maybe he saw me and fled? In the middle of a wide open space? No, Impossible. Did I blackout?  I checked my watch. The blackout monitor on my wrist was still green. No. You can never be too careful at this altitude. I dusted myself off and made to leave, Puzzled. Just as I turned around, it was then I noticed the weeds, the branches, the lush vegetation around me. YEARS WORTH OF GROWTH THAT WASNT THERE HALF AN HOUR AGO!!  The horizon had changed too. I could see the outline of the rocky cliff was different, perceptively so. Then while a dizzying feeling came over me, a forerunner of feinting,  the knowledge hit me like a wave. It was I that had moved. Not in space....BUT TIME!!!.....

Tuesday, 27 September 2011

FREEWRITE - In praise of the sun, A modern tragedy

The birds tweet in praise of the sun. Disoriented and confused by the sudden appearance of this bright life giver in a long lost blue sky. Drunkenly they sing in unexpected celebration and flutter their wings in a sympathetic dance of keeping the clouds at bay. A hidden symphony unfolding, unnoticed in the trees by the sleepwalking believers in ignorance as bliss below, chasing thier metal dragons belching toxic poison and aural cancers.

Monday, 26 September 2011

Quick Freewrite...Lost?

I found myself lost, the map was bought from Poundland
It was cheap, I thought...a bargain
No Satnav could save me, No pointing hand
Did i mention i was lost, where was i again?
Oh yes.. here?...no, wait...there?
I'm richer with this treasure, x marks the spot
Or is it a warning, fair. or too long to stare?
Confused about what is or what's not?
Never knowing what i've already got....

Friday, 23 September 2011

I'm back

I have just rediscovered this blog. I should probably make a concerted effort to ..erm...blog...stay tuned